Hug the bear

Touching video. Just yesterday, I met this woman named Louise she gave me one of the best hugs I had in a long time, and I loved it! Give hugs and love when you can... which should be all the time.

Happy birthday to my sweet and best friend Sisi, I hope you have a really special day. I love you like no other. Your constant smile, contagious laughter and endless happiness for life means everything to me. Your solid friendship is what everyone in this world should have. Thank you for the many years of extreme laughter, our incredible friendship and sharing your happiness with me. I love you Sees.

Cant sleep so I am writing letters to people I miss. Also because I just bought a new journal and new glittery pens that sparkle and look nice on paper.. Do you ever just get random burst of motivation to go on a run, make a million bracelets, paint a masterpiece or read a book at like 3am.. Or is that just me? Insomnia at its finest..

Hello

Met this really nice lady yesterday, I smiled at her and told her that she looked beautiful. It was definitely the most kind thing she has heard in a long time, because she looked shocked when I told her. She was older, perhaps 45 or 50 or maybe she was only 30. It was hard to tell. This much I know, you could see she has already lived a long life, probably one that's not as fair as the life most of us are living. But she still looked really beautiful, I think its the way she carried herself. 

While sitting with her, we asked each other questions and made each other laugh and suddenly she came alive. She was truly beautiful, smiling. She was unexpectedly younger both physically and in spirit. All because of A SIMPLE HELLO... I always wonder why people are so afraid to to do just that... Especially girls to other girls.. I say Hi and try to talk to people all the time; on the bus, on the street, in class wherever, and most people look at me funny. But it never bother me, I just move on to the next ...

People are just people. When it comes to the core of everything we truly are all the same, no better, no worse than each other. The only difference is how we choose to see others. So I guess next time you see me, you better believe I will be saying HELLO! You never know what it may lead to..

Angel

It happens like this, one day you meet someone for some inexplicable reason, you feel more connected to this stranger than anyone else. Perhaps this person carries within them an angel. There for you, for some higher purpose; to teach you an important lesson or to keep you safe during dark times. What you must do is trust in them, even if they come hand in hand with pain or suffering; the reason for their presence will become clear in time. Though here is a word of warning, you may grow to love this person but remember they are not yours to keep. Their purpose isn't to save you but to show you how to save and love yourself. And once this is fulfilled; the halo lifts and angel leaves their body as the person exits your life. And they will be a stranger to you once more...

My heart is feeling a little restless. I just want to find a place, pack a bag and go somewhere with my sister... She makes me feel alive, whole and completely free. I need her right now. But it's going to be for awhile and that kind of pain me... 

The way to love someone is to lightly run your finger over that person’s soul until you find a crack, and then gently pour your love into that crack.

Marry your best friend...

I find this to be really beautiful, reading this made me fall in love with love a little more. 

"Marry your best friend. I do not say that lightly. Really, truly find the strongest, happiest friendship in the person you fall in love with. Someone who speaks highly of you. Someone you can laugh with. The kind of laughs that make your belly ache, and your nose snort. The embarrassing, earnest, healing kind of laughs. Wit is important. Life is too short not to love someone who lets you be a fool with them. Make sure they are somebody who lets you cry, too. Despair will come. Find someone that you want to be there with you through those times. Most importantly, marry the one that makes passion, love, and madness combine and course through you. A love that will never dilute - even when the waters get deep, and dark."

Crash

When you don’t have your other half to crash into on days when your heart hurts, you just have to make what you have work. Even when it sucks really, really bad and you don’t want to.

So tonight I will sit here and deal with my current struggle on my own until the day I will have you to crash into..

What love should be..

Love shouldn't be based on one thing or another. Love isn't a solid fact. It’s always different, always shows up in different forms, and is always there when you think it isn't. I think the only common factor is that love is positive. I’m not saying love always leads to positive things, because sometimes there's heartbreak too, but the impact it leaves on your life is lasting. It is there for you to compare your feelings to and it is there to help you get through the worst of times. We need it in our lives to survive. I believe dying of a broken heart is a real thing. Love is electric, everlasting, proven, beneficial, and most importantly beautiful. Love because you can, because it is beautiful. Everyone needs it, everyone deserves it.

I love you dear friend

This week has been hard, hearing that a friend passed away. I didn't really know how to feel or what to think when I found out, my heart just broke. Friday I dreamt of you and I was the only one who was able to see you and I wondered why, you stood there alone watching over us smiling. You told me you were sad but didn't want to go, I didn't understand what you meant. I woke up in tears wishing you were here. I hope I dream of you again, so I can see your beautiful smile once more. 

Kiss

I was stopped at a street corner and overheard a girl say to her friend "Last night I had a dream, I was sitting under an apple tree waiting for him and all I could dream of was how great it will be to kiss him again..." Her friend said “That's weird..." Which made me mad, so I turned and punched her. Just kidding, No I didn't. But I really wanted to.. Instead I made eye contact with the girl that was talking about her dream and I smiled so she knew I didn't think it was weird. I loved it.

24

I had such a great birthday, thank you to everyone  who helped me and my twin sister celebrate it. All who wrote, messaged, called, danced and sang happy birthday,  I am such a lucky girl.. I am even more lucky to be able to share it with someone else! My little nah, I love you... Let next year bring even more beautiful friendships and more amazing memories to share. So from one crazy loving girl, to all of you out there, thank you I am touched. 

So far away from what I need right now..

I miss you...

                                            

My angel

Happy birthday to my beautiful cousin and best friend Nicole. I hope you get all that you hope and wish for this year. I love you so much, you're everything I could ask and wish for in a person. A sister from another mister! Thank you for being my light when things get dark and loving me for me.. I love you Nik.

Happy birthday my love...

Happy birthday to my beautiful sister Penny. I love you more than love can love, more than I can ever express. Thank you for being my sister, best friend, second heart, and other half. I can't wait to be with you again. I hope you enjoy your special day. I wish I was there with you.. I will see you soon; your little Sylbie loves you. ❤❤❤

One day..

One day,

When I wake up at 3am,

Unable to sleep, I will look next to me,

And you will be there, sleeping peacefully beside me,

And suddenly, the world won’t seem so lonely...

And so it begins... Again

My first post!

I decided I wanted to start blogging again. I'll be posting things I love, my life, photos, stories, fashion, cats, whatever I can to keep us all a little closer together. All the little things that fill up my heart, my heart happens to be passionate & curious which is why I've started this. A blog dedicated to love the good and bad, here you can follow me through my journey of creating a beautiful life and falling in love with it.

Love, Sylvia