Hug the bear

Touching video. Just yesterday, I met this woman named Louise she gave me one of the best hugs I had in a long time, and I loved it! Give hugs and love when you can... which should be all the time.

Happy birthday to my sweet and best friend Sisi, I hope you have a really special day. I love you like no other. Your constant smile, contagious laughter and endless happiness for life means everything to me. Your solid friendship is what everyone in this world should have. Thank you for the many years of extreme laughter, our incredible friendship and sharing your happiness with me. I love you Sees.

Cant sleep so I am writing letters to people I miss. Also because I just bought a new journal and new glittery pens that sparkle and look nice on paper.. Do you ever just get random burst of motivation to go on a run, make a million bracelets, paint a masterpiece or read a book at like 3am.. Or is that just me? Insomnia at its finest..

Hello

Met this really nice lady yesterday, I smiled at her and told her that she looked beautiful. It was definitely the most kind thing she has heard in a long time, because she looked shocked when I told her. She was older, perhaps 45 or 50 or maybe she was only 30. It was hard to tell. This much I know, you could see she has already lived a long life, probably one that's not as fair as the life most of us are living. But she still looked really beautiful, I think its the way she carried herself. 

While sitting with her, we asked each other questions and made each other laugh and suddenly she came alive. She was truly beautiful, smiling. She was unexpectedly younger both physically and in spirit. All because of A SIMPLE HELLO... I always wonder why people are so afraid to to do just that... Especially girls to other girls.. I say Hi and try to talk to people all the time; on the bus, on the street, in class wherever, and most people look at me funny. But it never bother me, I just move on to the next ...

People are just people. When it comes to the core of everything we truly are all the same, no better, no worse than each other. The only difference is how we choose to see others. So I guess next time you see me, you better believe I will be saying HELLO! You never know what it may lead to..

Angel

It happens like this, one day you meet someone for some inexplicable reason, you feel more connected to this stranger than anyone else. Perhaps this person carries within them an angel. There for you, for some higher purpose; to teach you an important lesson or to keep you safe during dark times. What you must do is trust in them, even if they come hand in hand with pain or suffering; the reason for their presence will become clear in time. Though here is a word of warning, you may grow to love this person but remember they are not yours to keep. Their purpose isn't to save you but to show you how to save and love yourself. And once this is fulfilled; the halo lifts and angel leaves their body as the person exits your life. And they will be a stranger to you once more...

My heart is feeling a little restless. I just want to find a place, pack a bag and go somewhere with my sister... She makes me feel alive, whole and completely free. I need her right now. But it's going to be for awhile and that kind of pain me... 

The way to love someone is to lightly run your finger over that person’s soul until you find a crack, and then gently pour your love into that crack.

Marry your best friend...

I find this to be really beautiful, reading this made me fall in love with love a little more. 

"Marry your best friend. I do not say that lightly. Really, truly find the strongest, happiest friendship in the person you fall in love with. Someone who speaks highly of you. Someone you can laugh with. The kind of laughs that make your belly ache, and your nose snort. The embarrassing, earnest, healing kind of laughs. Wit is important. Life is too short not to love someone who lets you be a fool with them. Make sure they are somebody who lets you cry, too. Despair will come. Find someone that you want to be there with you through those times. Most importantly, marry the one that makes passion, love, and madness combine and course through you. A love that will never dilute - even when the waters get deep, and dark."

Crash

When you don’t have your other half to crash into on days when your heart hurts, you just have to make what you have work. Even when it sucks really, really bad and you don’t want to.

So tonight I will sit here and deal with my current struggle on my own until the day I will have you to crash into..

What love should be..

Love shouldn't be based on one thing or another. Love isn't a solid fact. It’s always different, always shows up in different forms, and is always there when you think it isn't. I think the only common factor is that love is positive. I’m not saying love always leads to positive things, because sometimes there's heartbreak too, but the impact it leaves on your life is lasting. It is there for you to compare your feelings to and it is there to help you get through the worst of times. We need it in our lives to survive. I believe dying of a broken heart is a real thing. Love is electric, everlasting, proven, beneficial, and most importantly beautiful. Love because you can, because it is beautiful. Everyone needs it, everyone deserves it.